Some thoughts....

I read a story somewhere out in cyber space about fate in relationships. It goes something like this, long ago human beings had two heads, four arms and four legs. Then a great crime was committed and the creator tore the human body into two pieces. From that point on human destiny was to search the world for the other half of the body, to make each person complete. Men and women would become one body and test to see if that other half is the right part.
　
Although the story speaks of the physical there is a spiritual and very romantic aspect to the idea of finding your mate so you can live out life as a whole person. I believe I have found my lost half, he is truly a gift I had no right to receive. I think we have both learned so much from each other and truly treasure each other's presence in our lives.

I, however, am still learning. A negative aspect of myself that I have battled for years feels as though it is swallowing me. It steals hours of my time and motivation. Seeps into my happiness and contaminates it with fears and worries. Being dictated by thoughts and emotions is human nature, controlling them takes practice and time, but I am running out of time...

...i miss my other half.